Moving again

Hello,

Well as most of you know already I am once again picking up my life and moving back home to San Luis Obispo. I can't wait. I am too excited and happy to move back to the ocean. This is the up fall of being single I can pick up and move where and when I want. I am sure if I was married it would be a little more difficult but since I am not I am free to wander the world and see the sites. Wish me luck I will need it on my drive from Seattle to home.

Seven Pounds

Okay I definitely recommend this movie. I went and saw it Friday and I have to go back and watch it again to pick up on all the cues. It was heart wrenching and I thoroughly enjoyed it!

Below Freezing

Hello

Okay we here in Anchorage Alaska are heading into our third week of sub zero weather. I mean -20's. Anchorage has not seen more less felt this type of cold weather in a long time. My car didn't start twice I finally installed a block heater and had to replace the spark plugs not that my car lost any spark at all but I also got a new battery. It should be running like new actually driving like new now. I tell myself hey I chose to live in Alaska I want to move to a warmer climate Houston here I come you might have a problem in a year lol. We shall see.

I hope everyone else is staying warm. I do my best but sometimes my best is not good enough lol. In face a co-worker asked if I even owned a winter coat. I asked them why you don't think I am warm with my sweatshirt, fleece jacket, scarf, wool hat and gloves plus sweats over my scrubs? I didn't think they did. But to my amazement I am pretty warm with just that. I do own a winters coat it is just frozen in the trunk of my car.

Pleasant surprise

Well as most of you know my brother Chad and his family are moving to Japan with the Air Force and last Thursday I was pleasantly surprised when I got a call from my Brother and he said their plane was being diverted to Anchorage and that meant I got to hang out with them. I was so excited. Then the next day their plane didn't leave until 2pm and I don't work on Fridays so we went to Target and the mall and had lunch. I had so much fun. I really enjoyed the time we got to spend together because I won't be seeing them til next September when the boys turn 8 and 12. I miss you much and love you more. It was a pleasant surprise that made my weekend!

School

Okay I have officially started school on the weekends. So far I as I quote "I know you can feel overwhelmed, and I know you can fell underwhelmed but can you ever just feel whelmed?" I think I feel all of the above. I am enjoying classes and I am meeting new friends. I am actually learning more about the computer which I am excited and all. Things are going great as I try to hit the books and learn something new. Wish me luck.

What to do?

Okay girls, I need some advice. For those who ever were single in their life think back when you got depressed because you didn't have a date on Friday and there were really no "guys" to date you. When you got in those depressed state of mind what did you do to get out of them? I am getting so tired of being single and doing life by my self I have no idea what to do. I am depressed at least for the moment and I am ready to give up I don't want to do single life any more. I have no idea how to get out of this slump. I read the scriptures and pray and do all the ABC's of the Gospel that are supposed to make you happy but it is not helping. I have even got blessings from friends and I have even asked other single sisters what they do. I am at a lost and hope I can get out of this downward cycle I seem to be in every once in awhile. I just want to be happy.

What are you passoinate about?

Okay, I was given some homework from a friend of mine about what motivates us to change. He told me I should find out what I am passionate about in life. So I have been thinking and I really don't know exactly what I am passionate about besides the moon....and how does that make you change? So I figured I would ask those who read my blog what they are passionate about and that would jog my short term memory into remembering what I am passionate about.

This whole thing about change has been on my mind for a bit. Have you ever been in the same situation over and over and over again and you end up with the same conclusion? Well that is my life in general. I am tired of being in the same situation over and over and over again so I need to change my conclusion and the only way to do that is to do something differently. So in order to do that I have to change in reaction to life and change the situation even if it very difficult to do. I must try and try again till I get the result I want. Wish me luck! And thank you for sharing with me what you are passionate about!