Update!!! Update!!! & more Updating!!!!!!!!!

Hello

Well life has been a roller coaster ride with a lot of ups and downs. I moved up to San Jose because I wasn't finding a job in San Luis Obispo. I moved up here at the end of August and the weather was torcher for me it was so hot I was still hot after taking a cold shower. I was annoying but now that it is winter it is perfect weather for me everyone else thinks it is cold they are all in hats, gloves, and scarfs with heavy jackets I pretty much laugh cuz this is summer weather for me. I tell everyone that their summers are my torcher and their winters are my summers. I really hope that my body acclimates to hot weather sooner than later.

As for work I work at A1 care. I work with seniors in their homes one on one I really like it but I only work 12 hours a week. I really need more hours but I am surviving at least for now. Well I will try and do better and blogging it really has been a crazy life for me lately and I hope it calms down sooner than later.

Moving again

Hello,

Well as most of you know already I am once again picking up my life and moving back home to San Luis Obispo. I can't wait. I am too excited and happy to move back to the ocean. This is the up fall of being single I can pick up and move where and when I want. I am sure if I was married it would be a little more difficult but since I am not I am free to wander the world and see the sites. Wish me luck I will need it on my drive from Seattle to home.

Seven Pounds

Okay I definitely recommend this movie. I went and saw it Friday and I have to go back and watch it again to pick up on all the cues. It was heart wrenching and I thoroughly enjoyed it!

Below Freezing

Hello

Okay we here in Anchorage Alaska are heading into our third week of sub zero weather. I mean -20's. Anchorage has not seen more less felt this type of cold weather in a long time. My car didn't start twice I finally installed a block heater and had to replace the spark plugs not that my car lost any spark at all but I also got a new battery. It should be running like new actually driving like new now. I tell myself hey I chose to live in Alaska I want to move to a warmer climate Houston here I come you might have a problem in a year lol. We shall see.

I hope everyone else is staying warm. I do my best but sometimes my best is not good enough lol. In face a co-worker asked if I even owned a winter coat. I asked them why you don't think I am warm with my sweatshirt, fleece jacket, scarf, wool hat and gloves plus sweats over my scrubs? I didn't think they did. But to my amazement I am pretty warm with just that. I do own a winters coat it is just frozen in the trunk of my car.

Pleasant surprise

Well as most of you know my brother Chad and his family are moving to Japan with the Air Force and last Thursday I was pleasantly surprised when I got a call from my Brother and he said their plane was being diverted to Anchorage and that meant I got to hang out with them. I was so excited. Then the next day their plane didn't leave until 2pm and I don't work on Fridays so we went to Target and the mall and had lunch. I had so much fun. I really enjoyed the time we got to spend together because I won't be seeing them til next September when the boys turn 8 and 12. I miss you much and love you more. It was a pleasant surprise that made my weekend!

School

Okay I have officially started school on the weekends. So far I as I quote "I know you can feel overwhelmed, and I know you can fell underwhelmed but can you ever just feel whelmed?" I think I feel all of the above. I am enjoying classes and I am meeting new friends. I am actually learning more about the computer which I am excited and all. Things are going great as I try to hit the books and learn something new. Wish me luck.

What to do?

Okay girls, I need some advice. For those who ever were single in their life think back when you got depressed because you didn't have a date on Friday and there were really no "guys" to date you. When you got in those depressed state of mind what did you do to get out of them? I am getting so tired of being single and doing life by my self I have no idea what to do. I am depressed at least for the moment and I am ready to give up I don't want to do single life any more. I have no idea how to get out of this slump. I read the scriptures and pray and do all the ABC's of the Gospel that are supposed to make you happy but it is not helping. I have even got blessings from friends and I have even asked other single sisters what they do. I am at a lost and hope I can get out of this downward cycle I seem to be in every once in awhile. I just want to be happy.