Pleasant surprise

Well as most of you know my brother Chad and his family are moving to Japan with the Air Force and last Thursday I was pleasantly surprised when I got a call from my Brother and he said their plane was being diverted to Anchorage and that meant I got to hang out with them. I was so excited. Then the next day their plane didn't leave until 2pm and I don't work on Fridays so we went to Target and the mall and had lunch. I had so much fun. I really enjoyed the time we got to spend together because I won't be seeing them til next September when the boys turn 8 and 12. I miss you much and love you more. It was a pleasant surprise that made my weekend!

School

Okay I have officially started school on the weekends. So far I as I quote "I know you can feel overwhelmed, and I know you can fell underwhelmed but can you ever just feel whelmed?" I think I feel all of the above. I am enjoying classes and I am meeting new friends. I am actually learning more about the computer which I am excited and all. Things are going great as I try to hit the books and learn something new. Wish me luck.

What to do?

Okay girls, I need some advice. For those who ever were single in their life think back when you got depressed because you didn't have a date on Friday and there were really no "guys" to date you. When you got in those depressed state of mind what did you do to get out of them? I am getting so tired of being single and doing life by my self I have no idea what to do. I am depressed at least for the moment and I am ready to give up I don't want to do single life any more. I have no idea how to get out of this slump. I read the scriptures and pray and do all the ABC's of the Gospel that are supposed to make you happy but it is not helping. I have even got blessings from friends and I have even asked other single sisters what they do. I am at a lost and hope I can get out of this downward cycle I seem to be in every once in awhile. I just want to be happy.

What are you passoinate about?

Okay, I was given some homework from a friend of mine about what motivates us to change. He told me I should find out what I am passionate about in life. So I have been thinking and I really don't know exactly what I am passionate about besides the moon....and how does that make you change? So I figured I would ask those who read my blog what they are passionate about and that would jog my short term memory into remembering what I am passionate about.

This whole thing about change has been on my mind for a bit. Have you ever been in the same situation over and over and over again and you end up with the same conclusion? Well that is my life in general. I am tired of being in the same situation over and over and over again so I need to change my conclusion and the only way to do that is to do something differently. So in order to do that I have to change in reaction to life and change the situation even if it very difficult to do. I must try and try again till I get the result I want. Wish me luck! And thank you for sharing with me what you are passionate about!

Men

Hello

I am done with men unless someone can explain why we as women can see their potential more than they. I will be the first Mormon Nun. I will get out of debt, purchase a home and travel.. so good luck getting any children out of me.... I am done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.O.F.W

Okay I went to Time Out for Women. I loved it. I was spiritually filled and was over flowing with the spirit. I really enjoyed spending time with other women listening to speakers such as Brad Wilcox, Sherry Dew, and many more. We were able to listen to the music and testimony of Hillary Weeks. I would encourage all women to go if T.O.F.W. is offered near where you live. It was very powerful and uplifting. I cannot say enough just go!

I am sick

Okay I am sick of being sick. I got sick two weeks ago. The whole head cold but I can't afford to miss work cuz I don't have any sick leave. So I went home got a blessing and went to bed. I was feeling lots better. I then went down to Soldotna for Labor Day weekend and I got sick again. With ears, nose and throat thing going on. So I went to Freddy's to pick up some medicine. Well I was going to ask the pharmacist there what they would recommend taking. So I was waiting and there was this person that walked up to the counter where a worker was station just about to take me the customer but they were there just socializing so my patience ran thin and I left realizing that we have a pharmacist in our family. Ali, she knows everything about what to take when one gets sick. So I called and to my rescue I was able to get what I needed. Thank you Ali. So you would think it is all over. When I went back to work and opened the sudafed there was a pill that was already out of the package so I had to go back and ex-change the sudafed. Either way I do feel a lot better.