What to do?

Okay girls, I need some advice. For those who ever were single in their life think back when you got depressed because you didn't have a date on Friday and there were really no "guys" to date you. When you got in those depressed state of mind what did you do to get out of them? I am getting so tired of being single and doing life by my self I have no idea what to do. I am depressed at least for the moment and I am ready to give up I don't want to do single life any more. I have no idea how to get out of this slump. I read the scriptures and pray and do all the ABC's of the Gospel that are supposed to make you happy but it is not helping. I have even got blessings from friends and I have even asked other single sisters what they do. I am at a lost and hope I can get out of this downward cycle I seem to be in every once in awhile. I just want to be happy.

What are you passoinate about?

Okay, I was given some homework from a friend of mine about what motivates us to change. He told me I should find out what I am passionate about in life. So I have been thinking and I really don't know exactly what I am passionate about besides the moon....and how does that make you change? So I figured I would ask those who read my blog what they are passionate about and that would jog my short term memory into remembering what I am passionate about.

This whole thing about change has been on my mind for a bit. Have you ever been in the same situation over and over and over again and you end up with the same conclusion? Well that is my life in general. I am tired of being in the same situation over and over and over again so I need to change my conclusion and the only way to do that is to do something differently. So in order to do that I have to change in reaction to life and change the situation even if it very difficult to do. I must try and try again till I get the result I want. Wish me luck! And thank you for sharing with me what you are passionate about!

Men

Hello

I am done with men unless someone can explain why we as women can see their potential more than they. I will be the first Mormon Nun. I will get out of debt, purchase a home and travel.. so good luck getting any children out of me.... I am done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.O.F.W

Okay I went to Time Out for Women. I loved it. I was spiritually filled and was over flowing with the spirit. I really enjoyed spending time with other women listening to speakers such as Brad Wilcox, Sherry Dew, and many more. We were able to listen to the music and testimony of Hillary Weeks. I would encourage all women to go if T.O.F.W. is offered near where you live. It was very powerful and uplifting. I cannot say enough just go!

I am sick

Okay I am sick of being sick. I got sick two weeks ago. The whole head cold but I can't afford to miss work cuz I don't have any sick leave. So I went home got a blessing and went to bed. I was feeling lots better. I then went down to Soldotna for Labor Day weekend and I got sick again. With ears, nose and throat thing going on. So I went to Freddy's to pick up some medicine. Well I was going to ask the pharmacist there what they would recommend taking. So I was waiting and there was this person that walked up to the counter where a worker was station just about to take me the customer but they were there just socializing so my patience ran thin and I left realizing that we have a pharmacist in our family. Ali, she knows everything about what to take when one gets sick. So I called and to my rescue I was able to get what I needed. Thank you Ali. So you would think it is all over. When I went back to work and opened the sudafed there was a pill that was already out of the package so I had to go back and ex-change the sudafed. Either way I do feel a lot better.

Bad hair day

Hello, Well I couldn't wait much longer to get my hair cut cuz I my hair was getting too long to do anything with. So I decided to go to Trend Setter's (a hair cutting school) because I didn't have a lot of money to spend. So I told them how I wanted my hair cut and I was going to get some highlights cuz I wanted to hide my gray hairs. So what went wrong? You might say by the time I was done I looked like a leopard to say the least. I was so shocked I couldn't even tell them. So by the time I got home I walked in and started crying. I hated my new leopard look. I could handle the short hair cuz I know it will grow out. So my friend Julie called and I told her of my hair troubles. She said come on over and we will figure it out. I was ready to shave my hair again to start all over. She told me to call them and see what my options were. So I did Julie even came with me for moral support (thanx Julie) Well I ended up having them color all my hair back to my natural color and I received my money back for the color. I was happy not so much with the hair cut but that they colored it back and I don't look like a leopard anymore.

So now I am just waiting for my hair to grow out and hopefully that won't take all that long. I am not sure if I will go there again but it is the cheapest place to get hair cut and highlights or color. I will definitely bring in a picture next time if I go back. So my bad hair day turned out to be okay. I went to dinner with my room ates and that cheered me up. Thank you!!!!!!

I am being punished

So I want to apologize for my last blog I think I am getting punished I woke up today with a total head cold. Ears draining, nose draining in the back of my throat etc. Total head cold. So I got up and went to work slept for an hour and a half and still felt like crap. So I told work I need to go home and get better. They let me (thank you). So I came home called my Home Teachers to get a blessing and then went to bed. I was so cold and I put on those soft so soft socks and had a Mexican blanket, a soft so soft blanket and a down comforter and I was still freezing. I was finally able to fall asleep. My home teachers came over at 5:30 to give me a blessing. I am now feeling a lot better. I will get plenty of sleep tonight and have faith that I will be able to go to work tomorrow. I will try not to be so prideful....lol.